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Practicing some mask painting techniques for the architecture ball! Hopefully I’m going to be okay…been training myself up to try get over this god damned phobia. Butlins proved some de-phobia training with all the Fireman Sam’s, Barneys and Billy Bears aha…but I was never in close proximity with them I suppose. With this ball I’m going to be surrounded by like hundreds of the things…hmm. I’ve got as far as being able to say the word without hesitating and typing it and looking at pictures of them, but talking about being surrounded by people wearing them (especially knowing what some of the guys are like from uni) makes my heart pound uncontrollably and make me feel sick. I was saying to the girls that I reckon for the first half hour or so I’ll be papping myself, but after that I’ll hopefully settle in (so long as nobody acts like a douche around me and so long as I know who people are kind of). Who invented phobias?

I also found out that there are only 2 phobias that we are born with and that every other phobia is learnt…and that is the fear of deth and the fear of falling. Crazy huh?(Taken with instagram)

Practicing some mask painting techniques for the architecture ball! Hopefully I’m going to be okay…been training myself up to try get over this god damned phobia. Butlins proved some de-phobia training with all the Fireman Sam’s, Barneys and Billy Bears aha…but I was never in close proximity with them I suppose. With this ball I’m going to be surrounded by like hundreds of the things…hmm. I’ve got as far as being able to say the word without hesitating and typing it and looking at pictures of them, but talking about being surrounded by people wearing them (especially knowing what some of the guys are like from uni) makes my heart pound uncontrollably and make me feel sick. I was saying to the girls that I reckon for the first half hour or so I’ll be papping myself, but after that I’ll hopefully settle in (so long as nobody acts like a douche around me and so long as I know who people are kind of). Who invented phobias?

I also found out that there are only 2 phobias that we are born with and that every other phobia is learnt…and that is the fear of deth and the fear of falling. Crazy huh?(Taken with instagram)

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